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    I lost control…

    It wasn’t me,..it wasn’t me who was about to throw it all away and leave everyone behind.
    That wasn’t me. I didn’t have control over my body. All I did was watching and crying,..again.
    That scares me so much, I am unbelievably scared of myself. Hate, there is nothing than hate.
    It could happen any moment that I fall back and get to be jailed in my own body watching everything and not being able to do something.
    I just want it to stop. I hate her. Leave me alone!

    — Vor 5 Monaten

    I will write it down, I will write all my thoughts and feelings down, every word I’d like to say but can’t speak out because I don’t know what to do anymore

    — Vor 5 Monaten